weight: woke up too early to bother with the scale, calories: 1400 something, i was doing well but had a piece of pie. boo!!!
so at 11:08 pm, the most amazing thing happen to me! i found my ray bans!!!! they've been missing for a year! and i just found them stuck between the couch. i was looking for my phone charger, reached in and found my frames!!! you have no idea how amazing this is! i thought they were lost forever. i mean i would randomly tweet about how i needed to find them in hopes that the universe would return them to me. i thought i lost them at shawn and dan's cos the last documentation i had of them was halloween 2011. and i slept on their couch that night. but never found them at their house. every time i saw a hipster in a pair of prescription ray-bans, my heart broke alittle because i missed mine and also because i knew mine were way cuter! but we are reunited! and i promise to take better care of them!
Monday, January 7, 2013
Sunday, January 6, 2013
january 6, 2012
weight: 170 (sadly gained 2 lbs was 168 on thursday), calories: decided to be a coach potato instead of a healthy eater
so my goal to blog every day kinda when down the drain. on thursday made a last minute trip down to sd and then took brother bear to legoland for his birthday. came back friday night cos saturday was grandma bear's 85th birthday. could have blogged today but had an girls marathon with jayme than a how i met your mother one cos i have to return that dvds to the library by thursday. a whole lot has gone so will blog about it. just not right now. sorry. and i'll be better in the future.
so my goal to blog every day kinda when down the drain. on thursday made a last minute trip down to sd and then took brother bear to legoland for his birthday. came back friday night cos saturday was grandma bear's 85th birthday. could have blogged today but had an girls marathon with jayme than a how i met your mother one cos i have to return that dvds to the library by thursday. a whole lot has gone so will blog about it. just not right now. sorry. and i'll be better in the future.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
january 2, 2013
weight: 170, calories: 1294
today was supposed to be betting day for my friend larry and i. there was even a note for it in my phone. back in september i found out that larry was moving to chicago for work in like march 2013. this news broke my heart because he is my fat kid friend. we go on eating adventures and if he moved my belly would totally missed him. so one night at dinner, i drunkenly declared that he would miss me before i missed him and we set today to make said bet. i don't remember what i was supposed to win when i won but a bet was to be made. however, this bet will never happen because he is no longer moving. i'm happy to have my favorite fat kid still in town but am super disappointed that i don't have an excuse to go to chicago well an excuse and a couch to sleep on in chicago. lol.
but another trip might be in my future! so this past week, hung out with my cousins apollo and kris and our friend ant. ant lives in miami but is moving soon so discussed going to miami at the end of feb. flights are only $232! then my friend ivan posted on facebook about wanting to take a trip somewhere warm feb. 10-14. i commented and this trip might get into motion. though i need to make sure i have the cash flow. i would love a little vacay but am going to cabo in april for my friend mona's bachelorette party. and not sure how much that will cost me plus april is coachella month so i need to keep that in mind too. so we'll see what happens.
but the most exciting news of the day is that i got a secret email about a secret party for one of my new favorite tv show, hbo's "girls". it didn't explicitly say girls but i got the references. and i probably should not be writing about this on here, it did say no fb or twitter, but i'm not giving out any deets so this should be kosher. i am so flippin' excited about it that i am not taking a sub job so i can have no issue going to la for it. i wonder if any of the girls will be there!!! that would blow my mind!!! but let's be honest, i'll be happy if there is only free booze and cupcakes. actually i would rather the guys be there, or maybe elijah! he has to be in la for "the new normal"! so we'll see. hopefully in a week there will be a very exciting post about this secret party on here!!!
ps all this girl talk got me watch "girls" and i have new boy model (definition: a model for the type of boy i should date), charlie!!! his okcupid profile would read like singer-songwriter (love his keds song), makes furniture (his apt was amazing) and he is so sweet!
today was supposed to be betting day for my friend larry and i. there was even a note for it in my phone. back in september i found out that larry was moving to chicago for work in like march 2013. this news broke my heart because he is my fat kid friend. we go on eating adventures and if he moved my belly would totally missed him. so one night at dinner, i drunkenly declared that he would miss me before i missed him and we set today to make said bet. i don't remember what i was supposed to win when i won but a bet was to be made. however, this bet will never happen because he is no longer moving. i'm happy to have my favorite fat kid still in town but am super disappointed that i don't have an excuse to go to chicago well an excuse and a couch to sleep on in chicago. lol.
but another trip might be in my future! so this past week, hung out with my cousins apollo and kris and our friend ant. ant lives in miami but is moving soon so discussed going to miami at the end of feb. flights are only $232! then my friend ivan posted on facebook about wanting to take a trip somewhere warm feb. 10-14. i commented and this trip might get into motion. though i need to make sure i have the cash flow. i would love a little vacay but am going to cabo in april for my friend mona's bachelorette party. and not sure how much that will cost me plus april is coachella month so i need to keep that in mind too. so we'll see what happens.
but the most exciting news of the day is that i got a secret email about a secret party for one of my new favorite tv show, hbo's "girls". it didn't explicitly say girls but i got the references. and i probably should not be writing about this on here, it did say no fb or twitter, but i'm not giving out any deets so this should be kosher. i am so flippin' excited about it that i am not taking a sub job so i can have no issue going to la for it. i wonder if any of the girls will be there!!! that would blow my mind!!! but let's be honest, i'll be happy if there is only free booze and cupcakes. actually i would rather the guys be there, or maybe elijah! he has to be in la for "the new normal"! so we'll see. hopefully in a week there will be a very exciting post about this secret party on here!!!
ps all this girl talk got me watch "girls" and i have new boy model (definition: a model for the type of boy i should date), charlie!!! his okcupid profile would read like singer-songwriter (love his keds song), makes furniture (his apt was amazing) and he is so sweet!
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
january 1, 2013
weight: 170 (yes i did just post that), calories: 1660 (it was my brother's birthday and i had a cupcake.)
yes i am copying bridget jones' diary. the thought came to me the other day in the shower that i should start a diary ala bridget jones. and not some personal secret diary, but a public blog for everyone to read. so here it is. this is my sad attempt to be carrie bradshaw or jenna from mtv's "awkward", or hannah from "girls" if she had a blog (though i think she gets one his season). basically this will be my life, i think the first half (well until i start dropping pounds) will prolly be my bitching abou being fat. and yes the blog name is a nod to liz lee of mtv fame, maybe this will help me finally get a reality tv show.
since today is new years i started 2013 by weighing myself. i weigh 170 lbs, i should be embarrassed to post this number but let's be honest, if you've seen my pictures on facbook and there is no hiding it, i'm overweight. my arms look thicker and i have to extend my neck further to lose its doublechinness for photos.
lets break my weight down to make myself feel better, i gained about 4 lbs just during the holiday season (4 lbs in two weeks is sad but it's nice to know my scale is to say 166), 11 lbs the rest of 2013. my usual weight about 155 so i technically need to only lose 15. but when i am 155, it would help if i shed about 10 lbs, so grand total of weight to is lose 25 lbs. 25 lbs is doable. i've seen people at slimmons, who have lost 4 times that. i can and i will lose this added fattieness, hopefully most by april cos i have a bachelorette party in cabo and coachella.
so what may you ask will be my work out plan. back in 2011, i got down to 148 for coachella by eating only 1200 calories and burning about 500 at the gym, i also gave myself a cheat day. i plan on doing the same thing. i once again will use the "lose it" app to help me count calories. (sorry i just realized this blog could easily turn into some sad fat girl's food journal, it won't, I promise, my life is exciting). i'm also going to cut back on the sweets, if you know me you know i love them. and before you get all judgey with your "what about the drinking, krisha?" just know back home in delano, i'm sober as can be like wouldn't recognize me kinda sober. so that will be okay. oh and my workout regiment will be gym on days i don't sub. and richard simmons' broadway (yes broadway!!!!) work out video and/or jillian michael's 30 day shred on days i do.
hopefully this will get me back into jeans and out of pants with elastic waist. the sad thing is that i have no real discipline when it comes to dieting or working out. this is going to sound horrible, but if i was a fat kid growing up, i would not have this issue. i was always a scrawny kid until my sophomore year of high school, i put on some weight but nothing too crazy. but this means i was skinny by genetics. i didn't have to work out and was able to have multiple servings of meals and was still relatively thin. so now as an adult, i'm like work for a good body?!?!?! also my body has turned on me. in my early twenties, if i worked out within a week i could see some kind of difference on the scale. not anymore, my scale acts like i didn't even exercise. the hater! it's tough getting old, i swear to god, i used to have a decent bod, well when i put on a push bra. and let's be honest, i have never had an ass.
so yes 2013 will be the year of the new skinny me. and all the other things i listed as a new years resolution.
oh and before i forget, today is also my baby brother's tenth birthday. i know he's 10, but he will always be the baby considering that there is a 20 year difference between us. i used to joke tha my mom missed me so much that she had to have a second child because i was away at school. but it's crazy to think that he's growing up. if i had my way i would have kept him four or five forever. that is my favorite age because kids are so inquisitive and learn things so quickly plus they say the cutest things at this age! but it's crazy to thing that he is ten, in two years he going to be a crazy preteen so i guess i should enjoy these years before he's too cool or embarrassed to hang out with me. though hopefully i will be that cool older sister. so yes, happy birthday brother bear!!!!
yes i am copying bridget jones' diary. the thought came to me the other day in the shower that i should start a diary ala bridget jones. and not some personal secret diary, but a public blog for everyone to read. so here it is. this is my sad attempt to be carrie bradshaw or jenna from mtv's "awkward", or hannah from "girls" if she had a blog (though i think she gets one his season). basically this will be my life, i think the first half (well until i start dropping pounds) will prolly be my bitching abou being fat. and yes the blog name is a nod to liz lee of mtv fame, maybe this will help me finally get a reality tv show.
since today is new years i started 2013 by weighing myself. i weigh 170 lbs, i should be embarrassed to post this number but let's be honest, if you've seen my pictures on facbook and there is no hiding it, i'm overweight. my arms look thicker and i have to extend my neck further to lose its doublechinness for photos.
lets break my weight down to make myself feel better, i gained about 4 lbs just during the holiday season (4 lbs in two weeks is sad but it's nice to know my scale is to say 166), 11 lbs the rest of 2013. my usual weight about 155 so i technically need to only lose 15. but when i am 155, it would help if i shed about 10 lbs, so grand total of weight to is lose 25 lbs. 25 lbs is doable. i've seen people at slimmons, who have lost 4 times that. i can and i will lose this added fattieness, hopefully most by april cos i have a bachelorette party in cabo and coachella.
so what may you ask will be my work out plan. back in 2011, i got down to 148 for coachella by eating only 1200 calories and burning about 500 at the gym, i also gave myself a cheat day. i plan on doing the same thing. i once again will use the "lose it" app to help me count calories. (sorry i just realized this blog could easily turn into some sad fat girl's food journal, it won't, I promise, my life is exciting). i'm also going to cut back on the sweets, if you know me you know i love them. and before you get all judgey with your "what about the drinking, krisha?" just know back home in delano, i'm sober as can be like wouldn't recognize me kinda sober. so that will be okay. oh and my workout regiment will be gym on days i don't sub. and richard simmons' broadway (yes broadway!!!!) work out video and/or jillian michael's 30 day shred on days i do.
hopefully this will get me back into jeans and out of pants with elastic waist. the sad thing is that i have no real discipline when it comes to dieting or working out. this is going to sound horrible, but if i was a fat kid growing up, i would not have this issue. i was always a scrawny kid until my sophomore year of high school, i put on some weight but nothing too crazy. but this means i was skinny by genetics. i didn't have to work out and was able to have multiple servings of meals and was still relatively thin. so now as an adult, i'm like work for a good body?!?!?! also my body has turned on me. in my early twenties, if i worked out within a week i could see some kind of difference on the scale. not anymore, my scale acts like i didn't even exercise. the hater! it's tough getting old, i swear to god, i used to have a decent bod, well when i put on a push bra. and let's be honest, i have never had an ass.
so yes 2013 will be the year of the new skinny me. and all the other things i listed as a new years resolution.
oh and before i forget, today is also my baby brother's tenth birthday. i know he's 10, but he will always be the baby considering that there is a 20 year difference between us. i used to joke tha my mom missed me so much that she had to have a second child because i was away at school. but it's crazy to think that he's growing up. if i had my way i would have kept him four or five forever. that is my favorite age because kids are so inquisitive and learn things so quickly plus they say the cutest things at this age! but it's crazy to thing that he is ten, in two years he going to be a crazy preteen so i guess i should enjoy these years before he's too cool or embarrassed to hang out with me. though hopefully i will be that cool older sister. so yes, happy birthday brother bear!!!!
new year resolutions.
i will
lose 25 lbs.
read 100 books.
read flavorpill's 30 books to read before you turn 30.
move back to los angeles.
be more patient and kinder to my sister and mother.
take my brother on cultural experiences.
learn a new language.
save money so i can travel.
travel more (hopefully to singapore and definitely an sf trip).
get back my foodie life (aka not fall back on new restaurant in la).
see as many friends as i can in each la trip.
have more museum adventures.
start dating? (this makes me sound desperate, but haven't been on the manhunt for a while, partially cos most of my time has been in delano, partially because i can be a mess when it comes to men. but am turning 30 and would like to be married one day so should start looking for mr. right. this makes me sound crazy but i am just dating to hopefully stumble upon someone, not trying to treat every guy as a potential a husband.
i will not:
be lazy about going to the gym.
compare my body type to others or my younger self (unless of course as motivation).
allow my sweet tooth to dictate my daily calorie count.
cheat with my calorie counting.
not lose my temper when interacting with my sister and mom (especially when i am pms-y).
allow myself to fall into a what-am-i-doing-with-my-life depression when i turn thirty.
fill my closet with yoga pants (currently because i am such a fatass i have taken to wearing elastic waist pants. this needs to stop.)
stop being amazing. lol
(yes i did steal this from bridget jone's diary).
lose 25 lbs.
read 100 books.
read flavorpill's 30 books to read before you turn 30.
move back to los angeles.
be more patient and kinder to my sister and mother.
take my brother on cultural experiences.
learn a new language.
save money so i can travel.
travel more (hopefully to singapore and definitely an sf trip).
get back my foodie life (aka not fall back on new restaurant in la).
see as many friends as i can in each la trip.
have more museum adventures.
start dating? (this makes me sound desperate, but haven't been on the manhunt for a while, partially cos most of my time has been in delano, partially because i can be a mess when it comes to men. but am turning 30 and would like to be married one day so should start looking for mr. right. this makes me sound crazy but i am just dating to hopefully stumble upon someone, not trying to treat every guy as a potential a husband.
i will not:
be lazy about going to the gym.
compare my body type to others or my younger self (unless of course as motivation).
allow my sweet tooth to dictate my daily calorie count.
cheat with my calorie counting.
not lose my temper when interacting with my sister and mom (especially when i am pms-y).
allow myself to fall into a what-am-i-doing-with-my-life depression when i turn thirty.
fill my closet with yoga pants (currently because i am such a fatass i have taken to wearing elastic waist pants. this needs to stop.)
stop being amazing. lol
(yes i did steal this from bridget jone's diary).
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